I don't know how should I describes the feeling in me now. Received a SMS from Angel yesterday. She told me that He is attached. I was stunned looking at my Handphone for 5 seconds. and I turn around and speak softly to my friend. "He is already attached" I said. "Why would he lied to me?" I added.
The feeling is indescribable. Is like a previous scar split open again. Same situation. Even he kept denying, but its hard to believe yea?
He is so heartless so even if he had a girlfriend, I not surprise at all. But why would he wanted to lie? I know the girl is attached. But I don't know it was him. He kept denying. So I just believe him lor. But never knew I was wrong.
When I knew it, my mind kept have the memories we had in the past. Together with my family member. And how my mum dote him. I felt like its all so wrong. My mum didn't comment much on this relationship. All I remember what she say is asking him to take care of me.
Mummy, On the behalf of him, I'm sorry. He didn't make it the way you wanted.
I know my mum see me hurt she got herself hurt too. There is a incident back a few month ago... When she already fall ill, I argue with my boyfriend. I had myself stuck under my blanket. She came in and sit beside me. "Ru, don't like this... Mummy see le very xin tong..." She cried. I started crying under my blanket. I didn't brought this to her.. for her to worried. I didn't meant to... Its just that the pain is terrible. The scar split open again... I wonder how would it heal. It already impact me a thought that guy are the same.Woke up in the morning today. Puked yellow acid. The taste was so aww.
I always thought that I won't change a boyfriend cause my mummy knew him. If I change boyfriend, my mum doesn't have the chance to see the new boyfriend at all. But its still fated.
I knew I won't be the one taking care of him anymore... or even asking him to quit smoking... or drink less. Ask him to sleep more as he got high blood pressure. I hope his current girlfriend does.
I don't know how should I describes the feeling in me now. Received a SMS from Angel yesterday. She told me that He is attached. I was stunned looking at my Handphone for 5 seconds. and I turn around and speak softly to my friend. "He is already attached" I said. "Why would he lied to me?" I added.
The feeling is indescribable. Is like a previous scar split open again. Same situation. Even he kept denying, but its hard to believe yea?
He is so heartless so even if he had a girlfriend, I not surprise at all. But why would he wanted to lie? I know the girl is attached. But I don't know it was him. He kept denying. So I just believe him lor. But never knew I was wrong.
When I knew it, my mind kept have the memories we had in the past. Together with my family member. And how my mum dote him. I felt like its all so wrong. My mum didn't comment much on this relationship. All I remember what she say is asking him to take care of me.
Mummy, On the behalf of him, I'm sorry. He didn't make it the way you wanted.
I know my mum see me hurt she got herself hurt too. There is a incident back a few month ago... When she already fall ill, I argue with my boyfriend. I had myself stuck under my blanket. She came in and sit beside me. "Ru, don't like this... Mummy see le very xin tong..." She cried. I started crying under my blanket. I didn't brought this to her.. for her to worried. I didn't meant to... Its just that the pain is terrible. The scar split open again... I wonder how would it heal. It already impact me a thought that guy are the same.Woke up in the morning today. Puked yellow acid. The taste was so aww.
I always thought that I won't change a boyfriend cause my mummy knew him. If I change boyfriend, my mum doesn't have the chance to see the new boyfriend at all. But its still fated.
I knew I won't be the one taking care of him anymore... or even asking him to quit smoking... or drink less. Ask him to sleep more as he got high blood pressure. I hope his current girlfriend does.
` 1996-2001 Corporation Primary School
` 2002-2005 Hua Yi Secondary School
` 2006-2006 Clementi ITE (Nitec in Retail Management)
` 2007-2008 Simei ITE (Higher Nitec in Accounting)
` 2009-2012 Temasek Polytechnic (Accounting and Finance)
` 2012-???? University of London-SIM (Accounting and Finance)
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