I want to cherish everything before I lose them...
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
*In the state of crying badly*
I want to cherish everything before I lose them...
In term of losing someone, I mean not by just breaking up in BGR. What I mean was someone actually left you to some place where none of us know...
It's been a year plus, I still miss her like I always do...
The more lonely I am... The more I will think of her...
Almost every night before I sleep, flashbulb memories of her just went across rapidly followed by tears drop in my heart.
Didn't really tell my boyfriend that I cried into my bed sometimes during the night...
The most impactful scene I had was when the coffin had been moved away from the place where we live. I know she won't returned if she left for the crematory.
我想问妈妈。。。你在哪里。。。？
我很想你。。。
Within this duration of a year, things changed. I can see that my dad is lonely. I tried my best to accompany him whenever I can. Right after school, I will try my best to rush home just to hope that I will be on time to have dinner with him... Even though I really busy and exhausted with my assignment. I know I cannot stop there... I cannot stop my education... Because I know... they want me to excel in my studies... And I'm trying...
I know what I can give to my dad is limited. I always afraid he will left us just like my mum. He got heart disease. He always keep things from me whenever he is feeling unwell. Until my Aunt told me. I hope I got unlimited time to spend with... At least... at least... I know he is not alone. But what I can do is limited...
I always projected myself as cheerful in school... But I'm really tired. I want everything to be right. I hope to return home early. I hope to have more time...
I want to cherish everything before I lose them...
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
*In the state of crying badly*
I want to cherish everything before I lose them...
In term of losing someone, I mean not by just breaking up in BGR. What I mean was someone actually left you to some place where none of us know...
It's been a year plus, I still miss her like I always do...
The more lonely I am... The more I will think of her...
Almost every night before I sleep, flashbulb memories of her just went across rapidly followed by tears drop in my heart.
Didn't really tell my boyfriend that I cried into my bed sometimes during the night...
The most impactful scene I had was when the coffin had been moved away from the place where we live. I know she won't returned if she left for the crematory.
我想问妈妈。。。你在哪里。。。？
我很想你。。。
Within this duration of a year, things changed. I can see that my dad is lonely. I tried my best to accompany him whenever I can. Right after school, I will try my best to rush home just to hope that I will be on time to have dinner with him... Even though I really busy and exhausted with my assignment. I know I cannot stop there... I cannot stop my education... Because I know... they want me to excel in my studies... And I'm trying...
I know what I can give to my dad is limited. I always afraid he will left us just like my mum. He got heart disease. He always keep things from me whenever he is feeling unwell. Until my Aunt told me. I hope I got unlimited time to spend with... At least... at least... I know he is not alone. But what I can do is limited...
I always projected myself as cheerful in school... But I'm really tired. I want everything to be right. I hope to return home early. I hope to have more time...
` 1996-2001 Corporation Primary School
` 2002-2005 Hua Yi Secondary School
` 2006-2006 Clementi ITE (Nitec in Retail Management)
` 2007-2008 Simei ITE (Higher Nitec in Accounting)
` 2009-2012 Temasek Polytechnic (Accounting and Finance)
` 2012-???? University of London-SIM (Accounting and Finance)
I LOVE...
` My Myself, Dad, Brother, Hadi, Family and Friends
` I DISLIKE...
` Smoke from Cigarette. I don't like the pungent smell
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