Apple go crazy in scolding after forgiving her ex-boyfriend on cheating her for 3 times. She gave her ex-boyfriend3 chances of trust.
What about me?I should go jump building or what?
He always says I don't trust him. But if I don't trust, I will never provide the chance for him over and over again.
For me, it's already a phobia. To trust him 100%, it will never happened. If I choose to forgive him, it already shows that I still trust he will change. But after forgiving on 5 different (somehow similar) incident, he finally changed. But I still treat him good. In terms of ensuring he is not in hunger by cooking for him, wash his clothes and most important is that I stay faithful regardless of what he did to me.
I never had a thought of revenging after each incident. Basically, I just want a relationship that can last till marriage. After all, other than his bad habits, he is a great guy. He made me smile everyday, share story and lame stuff everyday. He is still great. I really have a great time with him. I never expect him to spend money on me. I never expect him to dress cooly. I love him for who he is. Not who is he. I already done my duty as a girlfriend.
However, I had a very bad temper. But when I know I'm at fault, I will apologise.
Glad that he had changed. But maybe now he is hunting already.
But now... our ground rules that we set before we are together had been forgotten. Basically, I do not like my man to go out alone with opposite sex. But to me, it's alright if he were to go out in a group of guys and girls.
Well, that day he ask whether he can go out with my female friend to watch WorldCup. OMG! need to ask me meh? I counter attack by asking, what if I go out with SH (His friend) if we got things in common. His answer: *Silent all this year~* LOL! ok not funny! =)
Think about it. If you don't agree with the rules we set in the first place why should we waste our time. Plus it's accumulative in anger because you really never spare some thought for me.
Yet I'm the one being loyal to you. When my best guy friend asked me out. when you are not around or there is no other females going, I reject. Not once that I reject ok.
I don't really understand why am I staying faithful all the time until now I realized, even he had changed to be better, such simple stuff he choose to put our relationship into risk.
I'm on my way to announce "I'm Single"
Everyone giving me concern since yesterday I really appreciates it. Basically there is one girl who wrote a super long essay for me had enlighten me by a bit.
Hope to quote down in my blog... Because I wanna remember what she say... Her essay gets longer each time I broke off. I think she is going to kill me or what haha!
Hui Qin: sister.
Hui Qin: u see.
Hui Qin:he doesnt love u as much as u love him. for the reason tat he is not loyal where u are so loyal to him. u are someone who will be veri devoted to one person and u expect him to be the same. the story here shows tat he dun. So in simple explanation, he dun worth it. he's at the losing end. Why? u are SERENE TAN WAN RU. Someone who can cook, fillial to parents, and someone who has a wide social network. U are not those who dun hang ard with ppl. Plus, where to find a gal who is tat devoted to u . He dun noe how to cherish. Think of now, u may be because of this whole thing, u lose weight, lose ur appetite. but think of it, is he so too? No. he may be hunting now. looking ard for the next prey/fish. But at the end of day, he will realise tat he will not find any gal like u . Tat devoted and loyal and nice to him. Gal, what wrong abt being single. U are so many friends ard u tat u dun even have time for them. Why put all ur time on one guy tat dun cherish u. Ur friends care. U see this whole accident, how many ppl show their concern for u. Cos they care. I believe tat all ur friends love and concern is much more than tat ******* guy. U are loved by everyone ard u. So ignore him.
Serene: Sometim: =)
Hui Qin: it realli pointless if u are now still upset abt this whole accident. Cos one day, u will realise how stupid u are for mourning over this relationship. Like the previous one, how long do u take to realise tat he doesnt worth it at all. To think of it now, dun u think u are taking too long. Lastly, sister. Please put all ur minds and heart at ur dad. I think he wont wan to see u like this.
Hui Qin: Seriously, i think in this whole world. The guy who love u more than u love him is ur dad. He's one and only best guy ever in ur life. So cherish him, love him. Put all ur love on him. Ignore tat ******** guy sister. He will regret.
SERIOUSLY
Serene: Sometim: thx
Hui Qin:dun thx me . i hope u wake up , look ard. the world is turning. one day still only have 24 hours. There's no longer 5.00 pm on 17 June 2010. dun waste ur time on useless thing. life is short. live it fulfilling. If u are tat free. do ur hw, proposal and projects. these things will repay u in the future. Cos u will gain from it. Tat thing wont repay u. No gain. I dun hope every time i see, u are getting more thinner and thinner. Thin is gd. but healthy thin. not tat weak and dying one.
Serene: Sometim: ok...
Hui Qin: WAKE UP. haiz
Hui Qin: I'm ur friend. i dun hope to see u like this. Please. once is enough.
Hui Qin:next time when u find bf. please do it after u lost contact with me. thank you
Serene: Sometim: LOL!!!!
Hui Qin: realli lor
Hui Qin:everytime no matter who persuade u . u will still stay sad. den make ur life look so miserable.
Hui Qin:WAKE UP. i not those ppl who ask u not to cry. I 'm those ppl who will slap u to wake u up de.
Serene: Sometim: orh ok...
Hui Qin:dun orh la u pig.
Serene: Sometim: LOL! ok.
Hui Qin:pls lor . if u still con't to think of him. u realli let me down lor haiz
Hui Qin:anyway u got see super junior new song. AHHHHHHHH SO NICE
Serene: Sometim: but he is good.. as in... in some ways...
Hui Qin:pls
Hui Qin:no matter how gd is him. failure in loyalty fails every thing he passed. i ask u
Hui Qin:one guy damn gd in everything, but he is stepping on another boat. pass or fail.
Serene: Sometim: but he changed long ago ma...
Hui Qin: haiz. look at the fact
Serene: Sometim: even though he failed long ago.. i given him a pass
Serene: Sometim: just that the situation now is that.. he broke the secnd rule where this rule is super super obvious that I DUN LIKE .. maybe he is trying my paitient ba
Hui Qin:FACEBOOK. a gal put tat single at the status after a breakup cos she 's in anger. 气话。 a guy put a single at the status after a breakup is wat. gal.
Serene: Sometim: he nv change until i say him... since ur display pic in fb n msn had alr change... den y the status dun change den he change i think...
Hui Qin:if one guy could not be as devoted as u do, he dun worth it . No point thinking the gd side of him. Seriously. Do u think tat he is upset now .
Serene: Sometim: maybe he is... but if he were to start hunting when he is still sad... i still think he will. becos he can hunt when he is sad. and I cannot.
Hui Qin: can u just wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz, forget it . it's ur relationship, not mine. U are the 当事人 not. I'm just a 旁观者. I dun wan to comment le. u happy can le.
Other than HuiQin, I still thanks those who accompanied me. Melody and Syafiqah for entertaining me in MSN while they are in school rushing our projects. Thanks WH for listening me out. Thanks TW for sparing his time to rant his anger together with me. Thanks TLBL for chatting with me. Thanks DL for accompanying me. Thanks GP for consoling.
One incident today really makes me feel touched. Terence remember every single thing I do for him. He feel sorry in the past that he didn't cherish me. Somehow I feel what I did is being remembered. I help him in house chore, my favourite restaurant... etc etc. I know he always remember because he is still in guilt. But thanks friend, I never put all those past to heart. we are already grown up.
Basically, I love him (Recent Ex). I provide him with chance because I still want to build my trust and hope on him. He is a great guy that I really want to lay my heart on him till I'm old. He is filial, funny, caring, kind and etc. And partially it's the reason why I'm willing to provide him chances over chances.
Maybe he never devote himself to me like how I devote to him.
I gave him a second chance in this incident by asking: When you want to meet her?
His reply was: See when lurh
Ok... I already know my answer. I'm the only one sparing thoughts for him.
They always says... We need to sacrifices if we want to fall in love. Such simple sacrifices he also cannot. so... yea... I announced myself as SINGLE~
Apple go crazy in scolding after forgiving her ex-boyfriend on cheating her for 3 times. She gave her ex-boyfriend3 chances of trust.
What about me?I should go jump building or what?
He always says I don't trust him. But if I don't trust, I will never provide the chance for him over and over again.
For me, it's already a phobia. To trust him 100%, it will never happened. If I choose to forgive him, it already shows that I still trust he will change. But after forgiving on 5 different (somehow similar) incident, he finally changed. But I still treat him good. In terms of ensuring he is not in hunger by cooking for him, wash his clothes and most important is that I stay faithful regardless of what he did to me.
I never had a thought of revenging after each incident. Basically, I just want a relationship that can last till marriage. After all, other than his bad habits, he is a great guy. He made me smile everyday, share story and lame stuff everyday. He is still great. I really have a great time with him. I never expect him to spend money on me. I never expect him to dress cooly. I love him for who he is. Not who is he. I already done my duty as a girlfriend.
However, I had a very bad temper. But when I know I'm at fault, I will apologise.
Glad that he had changed. But maybe now he is hunting already.
But now... our ground rules that we set before we are together had been forgotten. Basically, I do not like my man to go out alone with opposite sex. But to me, it's alright if he were to go out in a group of guys and girls.
Well, that day he ask whether he can go out with my female friend to watch WorldCup. OMG! need to ask me meh? I counter attack by asking, what if I go out with SH (His friend) if we got things in common. His answer: *Silent all this year~* LOL! ok not funny! =)
Think about it. If you don't agree with the rules we set in the first place why should we waste our time. Plus it's accumulative in anger because you really never spare some thought for me.
Yet I'm the one being loyal to you. When my best guy friend asked me out. when you are not around or there is no other females going, I reject. Not once that I reject ok.
I don't really understand why am I staying faithful all the time until now I realized, even he had changed to be better, such simple stuff he choose to put our relationship into risk.
I'm on my way to announce "I'm Single"
Everyone giving me concern since yesterday I really appreciates it. Basically there is one girl who wrote a super long essay for me had enlighten me by a bit.
Hope to quote down in my blog... Because I wanna remember what she say... Her essay gets longer each time I broke off. I think she is going to kill me or what haha!
Hui Qin: sister.
Hui Qin: u see.
Hui Qin:he doesnt love u as much as u love him. for the reason tat he is not loyal where u are so loyal to him. u are someone who will be veri devoted to one person and u expect him to be the same. the story here shows tat he dun. So in simple explanation, he dun worth it. he's at the losing end. Why? u are SERENE TAN WAN RU. Someone who can cook, fillial to parents, and someone who has a wide social network. U are not those who dun hang ard with ppl. Plus, where to find a gal who is tat devoted to u . He dun noe how to cherish. Think of now, u may be because of this whole thing, u lose weight, lose ur appetite. but think of it, is he so too? No. he may be hunting now. looking ard for the next prey/fish. But at the end of day, he will realise tat he will not find any gal like u . Tat devoted and loyal and nice to him. Gal, what wrong abt being single. U are so many friends ard u tat u dun even have time for them. Why put all ur time on one guy tat dun cherish u. Ur friends care. U see this whole accident, how many ppl show their concern for u. Cos they care. I believe tat all ur friends love and concern is much more than tat ******* guy. U are loved by everyone ard u. So ignore him.
Serene: Sometim: =)
Hui Qin: it realli pointless if u are now still upset abt this whole accident. Cos one day, u will realise how stupid u are for mourning over this relationship. Like the previous one, how long do u take to realise tat he doesnt worth it at all. To think of it now, dun u think u are taking too long. Lastly, sister. Please put all ur minds and heart at ur dad. I think he wont wan to see u like this.
Hui Qin: Seriously, i think in this whole world. The guy who love u more than u love him is ur dad. He's one and only best guy ever in ur life. So cherish him, love him. Put all ur love on him. Ignore tat ******** guy sister. He will regret.
SERIOUSLY
Serene: Sometim: thx
Hui Qin:dun thx me . i hope u wake up , look ard. the world is turning. one day still only have 24 hours. There's no longer 5.00 pm on 17 June 2010. dun waste ur time on useless thing. life is short. live it fulfilling. If u are tat free. do ur hw, proposal and projects. these things will repay u in the future. Cos u will gain from it. Tat thing wont repay u. No gain. I dun hope every time i see, u are getting more thinner and thinner. Thin is gd. but healthy thin. not tat weak and dying one.
Serene: Sometim: ok...
Hui Qin: WAKE UP. haiz
Hui Qin: I'm ur friend. i dun hope to see u like this. Please. once is enough.
Hui Qin:next time when u find bf. please do it after u lost contact with me. thank you
Serene: Sometim: LOL!!!!
Hui Qin: realli lor
Hui Qin:everytime no matter who persuade u . u will still stay sad. den make ur life look so miserable.
Hui Qin:WAKE UP. i not those ppl who ask u not to cry. I 'm those ppl who will slap u to wake u up de.
Serene: Sometim: orh ok...
Hui Qin:dun orh la u pig.
Serene: Sometim: LOL! ok.
Hui Qin:pls lor . if u still con't to think of him. u realli let me down lor haiz
Hui Qin:anyway u got see super junior new song. AHHHHHHHH SO NICE
Serene: Sometim: but he is good.. as in... in some ways...
Hui Qin:pls
Hui Qin:no matter how gd is him. failure in loyalty fails every thing he passed. i ask u
Hui Qin:one guy damn gd in everything, but he is stepping on another boat. pass or fail.
Serene: Sometim: but he changed long ago ma...
Hui Qin: haiz. look at the fact
Serene: Sometim: even though he failed long ago.. i given him a pass
Serene: Sometim: just that the situation now is that.. he broke the secnd rule where this rule is super super obvious that I DUN LIKE .. maybe he is trying my paitient ba
Hui Qin:FACEBOOK. a gal put tat single at the status after a breakup cos she 's in anger. 气话。 a guy put a single at the status after a breakup is wat. gal.
Serene: Sometim: he nv change until i say him... since ur display pic in fb n msn had alr change... den y the status dun change den he change i think...
Hui Qin:if one guy could not be as devoted as u do, he dun worth it . No point thinking the gd side of him. Seriously. Do u think tat he is upset now .
Serene: Sometim: maybe he is... but if he were to start hunting when he is still sad... i still think he will. becos he can hunt when he is sad. and I cannot.
Hui Qin: can u just wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz, forget it . it's ur relationship, not mine. U are the 当事人 not. I'm just a 旁观者. I dun wan to comment le. u happy can le.
Other than HuiQin, I still thanks those who accompanied me. Melody and Syafiqah for entertaining me in MSN while they are in school rushing our projects. Thanks WH for listening me out. Thanks TW for sparing his time to rant his anger together with me. Thanks TLBL for chatting with me. Thanks DL for accompanying me. Thanks GP for consoling.
One incident today really makes me feel touched. Terence remember every single thing I do for him. He feel sorry in the past that he didn't cherish me. Somehow I feel what I did is being remembered. I help him in house chore, my favourite restaurant... etc etc. I know he always remember because he is still in guilt. But thanks friend, I never put all those past to heart. we are already grown up.
Basically, I love him (Recent Ex). I provide him with chance because I still want to build my trust and hope on him. He is a great guy that I really want to lay my heart on him till I'm old. He is filial, funny, caring, kind and etc. And partially it's the reason why I'm willing to provide him chances over chances.
Maybe he never devote himself to me like how I devote to him.
I gave him a second chance in this incident by asking: When you want to meet her?
His reply was: See when lurh
Ok... I already know my answer. I'm the only one sparing thoughts for him.
They always says... We need to sacrifices if we want to fall in love. Such simple sacrifices he also cannot. so... yea... I announced myself as SINGLE~
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` 2002-2005 Hua Yi Secondary School
` 2006-2006 Clementi ITE (Nitec in Retail Management)
` 2007-2008 Simei ITE (Higher Nitec in Accounting)
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